grown up

it's been a long time i left school
feeling dread and relief cuz escaping from things that i want to avoid at all cost..
coward???TOTALLY
i'm a person who cannot face a situation..or damn serious situation where my emotion and my mind become blank...
i hate that kind of feeling...the way it feels makes me feel useless...
after that, continuing my diploma...
started to feel comfortable again...
but the challenge keeps me on the edge...
personal life, family, friends...
but thanks to Allah SWT..He did not left me all by myself...
alhamdulillah my gred were not so bad...
still there is something off...
and then..send to the south....deggreeeee....
i'm out of place.. coping and learning...new friends that have special place in my heart
bring me to the world that i do not know exist..
thanx guys for showing me...

being with others really show you how they cope with their life..
i'm learning that, still learning..
avoiding such 'disastrous' part of your life will not make you grown
i know i'm such an igrorant person...
being as me is totally not cool
friends..thank you for being there for for me..good and bad times..
forgiving me things that i make mistakes...
laughing and crying is part of our 'campus' life
my family...thanx for sticking up with me...
even i'm so childish...i'm still your baby gurl...hahahha
being me...still need to grow up...and up..up...
feel free to look down...
bcuz that's remind us how much effort that we spend to achieved what we have now...