a feeling

what would you do when you caught out in the middle???
feeling so desparate to see something true
but only you facing the painful truth, broken promises and trust as cheap as dirt

feeling broken. no longer trust anybody include yourself
decision solely base on your own selfishness
never consider others
words are just words. easily spoke by the liar ones

time will heal.feeling just a moment when deep down you want to reach others
loving me.loving others.loving more.

FALLIN IN LOVE WITH ARCHITECTURE..NOT THE ARCHITECT

salam....

a weird day today.... actually I'm hunting something today at KLCC..since it is still early (waiting 4 my sis until 6.30 p.m) I have 4 hours to walk around KLCC..

because I feel so damn bored............. so I go to GALERI PETRONAS.

dun know why I went there...ALONE.....
lone ranger...

so..beranikan diri masuk..

here the brochure....

cool huh???

bile masuk jer....DAMN..!!!!the buildings..!!!!!

actually all the models.....are DAMN COOLIO...!!!!!

SADLY I CAN'T TAKE PICS....

MAYBE THEY DUN WANT PEOPLE COPY THE MODEL OR DRAFT .....

BUT SERIUSLY......
SAPE X PEGI...RUGI....


i didn't even know that models are made based on the real buildings...i thought they r imaginations maybe....

scale....1:50.....1:100...waggghhhh

LOOK AT THIS..!!!!

COPYRIGHT MODENUS.COM & FOSTER+ PARTNERS

if you look at it.... speechlesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss



here's a desciption from galeri petronas.....

GALERI PETRONAS in collaboration with Foster + Partners, one of the world’s most innovative architectural practices, debuts an exhibition entitled GALERI PETRONAS DESIGN & ARCHITECTURE presents

The Art of Architecture by Foster + Partners

here is the website of  FOSTER+PARTNERS - fosterandpartners.com

you can see all their project in the website..

but the most pretty ( I mean..model) is Queen Alia Airport JORDAN.....

I don't want to show the pic....

hehheheh...better you go the gallery...and experience the beauty or architect....

FYI..the tix is FREE


 

THIS IS AN ADVERTISEMENT.....

here...first thing first.....take a deep breath.......

ok....

now i'm talking.

actually it's not a big thing. it's juat an opprtunity to anyone who wants to work independently or wants to have a different environment working place.

since i'm looking for a job..UNFORTUNATELY...people doesn't want to hire me...
maybe the first reason is

i'm a fresh graduate.

second. i don't have a lot of experience on working in industry..or easily saying an actual workplace. i don't like working in the office. cerewet kan????TQ...

THREE.maybe i'm too FUSSY on choosing work. yeah..way too choosy..cheesy

bcuz i'm a hardcore @kipasusahmati anime & manga...so a day i've spent in front of the laptop are too looong rather than wathing tv..i think my laptop is a tv...????it's not i'm a nerd or anything...i'm just like watching anime.....hahhah

so i was thinking..dprd dok dpan laptop punye lame nk mati..it's better that i'm looking for a job in the internet...selling tudung @open business in the fb????way too much rival and many people do it.

and SUDDENLY i found this website www.jobdirumah.com.

it's quite weird nama website die.*i really think that time
hahha..and i look at it...read..try to understand and read people testimony...

i kinda like it..work on your on time.
doing what you capable of.
and you can choose the job you want.

i'm hopefully i'm not one of the victims who slalu kene tipu which these type of website belambak...but it's really true.

what i like this website..it give you training and knowledge what are you suppose to do, what criteria do you need and importantly prepare your self for this type of work.

STOP..!!!

that's it..

continue....


if you are interested....


 

stay

wishing the light can be made
having trouble to keep myself from fall
i promise i will stand tall
if you stay

shining back my life once more
if you could listen my heart screaming for
i just saw you
i just saw you on my window
as i falling by your shadow

stay
where you are
stay
will you stay

my hand reach out for you
as i saw you walking across the road
cradle my feelings
towards your cold heart

stay
where you are
stay
will you stay
with me


 

getting out of nerve

i hope it's just a small problem...
i hope that it can go away easily
but it's when to my future...
i think i cannot be silent anymore..
a lot of stress coming rite up
feeling nauseous of eveything
even a small thing can be a major deal
where's the justice???



 

lost..lost..lost...idea

new year...
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 new entry
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new life
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different environment
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new chapter begin.
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degree???
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say bye bye
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.
officially GRAD
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LOOKING FOR A JOB CURRENTLY
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dun know what to write.
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i had no idea at all
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but In syaa Allah.
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i will write again  :)))

grown up

it's been a long time i left school
feeling dread and relief cuz escaping from things that i want to avoid at all cost..
coward???TOTALLY
i'm a person who cannot face a situation..or damn serious situation where my emotion and my mind become blank...
i hate that kind of feeling...the way it feels makes me feel useless...
after that, continuing my diploma...
started to feel comfortable again...
but the challenge keeps me on the edge...
personal life, family, friends...
but thanks to Allah SWT..He did not left me all by myself...
alhamdulillah my gred were not so bad...
still there is something off...
and then..send to the south....deggreeeee....
i'm out of place.. coping and learning...new friends that have special place in my heart
bring me to the world that i do not know exist..
thanx guys for showing me...

being with others really show you how they cope with their life..
i'm learning that, still learning..
avoiding such 'disastrous' part of your life will not make you grown
i know i'm such an igrorant person...
being as me is totally not cool
friends..thank you for being there for for me..good and bad times..
forgiving me things that i make mistakes...
laughing and crying is part of our 'campus' life
my family...thanx for sticking up with me...
even i'm so childish...i'm still your baby gurl...hahahha
being me...still need to grow up...and up..up...
feel free to look down...
bcuz that's remind us how much effort that we spend to achieved what we have now...