Wednesday, September 28, 2011

mumbling alone

today is so damn tiring...
classes from 8 till 6...
my legs won't stop shaking..
go back home by bus..
listening to the radio..
seating alone...
watching people...
the sky start changing..
i wish i'm in kl rite now..
the feeling ran so deep..
wishing that my mum asking 'r u tired??'
just hearing her voice..really make me wanna fly there
being bullied by my sisters...screaming..laughing...
dating with my dad 
just want to lay in their arms..
is where i need to be...

i missed my family...:)
sorry 4 being such a baby today...


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

disappointing

Monday, September 26, 2011

bear with it


waiting 4 class to start
time
wasted
just 
like 
that
pic
pic
pic
conclusion:
BORED

Sunday, September 25, 2011

counting days

syawal's month will end...sadly..i'm at SEGAMAT...can't beraya....cuz last week already back home..so..if every week always jump 2 KL..the chances that i will get set large of 'sepak dan penyepak' by my mom....huuhuhuh...gladly that my class made bbq..so bbq+raya...really have fun bcuz i'm not really close with my own classmates....i'm not talkative and so called 'beramah mesra' type of person...

tis week...what did i do???just try to adept the schedule of tis sem...can't help it..i have class on friday....:((((((((
totally frustrated..but alhamdulillah i only have 2 classes in monday..until 12...after that..come to mommy bantal2...!!!!but on wed...damn..!!until 6..!!!!!!!aaahhhh..!!can't get rest..!!!!!!

all the assignemnt already given to me..the group work..and so on...i'm looking forward 4 tis sem..even i totally scared with my arabic teacher..ustazah..please go easy on me...im totally suck in arabic and i promise i will work hard....shame on me....

 other subjects...i prayed that i will do my best..the topics.........................................hopefully i can make it......yeah..!!!!!

i missed home already.......missed my bed..novels...my mom's cooking....KL....i missed kino....i missed everything there..include the jammed.....and the hazard too.....

Thursday, September 22, 2011

to stranger...

can't open my eyes in 2 am in the morn'...
but something happen...
hopefully she can find peace in herself..
and please..come back to us..
there are many people who loves you more...
cares you more...
even though we were not at your side when u are down...
when you fall...but we give our prayers from afar...
only God knows...
remember....just be strong....

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

raya weeks..part 2

assalamualaikum...

2nd week of raya...nothing much to do actually...
bz with new sem...and packing to fly back to segar amat...
raya????nahhh....this week just passed with a wind...
didn't go beraya...new sem..new sem..
nothing much to tell....yet...



Friday, September 9, 2011

please don't..!!!i'm begging you..!!!

as always..i'm opened dailymail.co.uk....and i was petrified on what i saw...

credit to dailymail website

thank God i'm not skinny as that girl....it's just knowing that you are who tortured your own body..and  feeling weak...!!!and skipped breakfast,cutting your own food portion..!!!and honestly i can't skip even 1 meal...
if u want to be beautiful and stay healthy...you don't have to be that skinny..and girls who think that you're too fat..think again..you want to be end up in the hospital???and make your parents worried you so???
we are also know that there are many ways (even the shortcut way..that i've called it dead end) to be slim and beautiful..eat properly, exercise...don't eat junk foods..and so on...even i did not stated it..you already know 'the recipe to be slim'

just be grateful to Allah S.W.T gave to us..a healthy body..even though it did not match up to your standard... 

im satisfied with my body and i eat what i want..:)

if you want to read about the girl in the picture and the reason why she wants to be damn skinny 
click here
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2029965/Cheryl-Cole-obsession-Charlotte-ONeill-battles-eating-disorder-star.html

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

back and forth
chilling
tired
books
food
stomach
2 hours sleep
end

Saturday, September 3, 2011

raya weeks...part 1

the first week of raya
eat alot
i mean damn alot
wears baju kurung
balik kampung...!!!
kueh raye???addicted to it
duet raye..?????must have it

to be continued