trying....

right now
i'm trying to breathe...
so suffocate...
there's no air
i'm walking in a road..
full of wondering
i need something to hold on
please hold my hand

i turn left
i saw a light
so bright but it's hurting me
so pain
turn right
a forest calling me
i walk
and walk
touching the grass
so soft

even i'm alone
i know you will come
even the path is unclear
the future will unleash it
slowly
we walk and met
give me smile and happiness
and i will the whole me to you
i'm trying
still trying
to be the perfect for you
balance for you