fool

i've made myself fool today...it's my mistake..sorry..and thank you

overdose thinking

when i opened my facebook...as usual...watching people's post and status...link etc...have you ever feel that sometimes they're quite annoying???

it doesn't matter what kind of topics they talked about, any nagging or what's happening to them....it's just how they express their feeling into words...but somehow it can be hurting to others...


i know someone from my fb..as i called anonymous is A...A always post about feelings and mistakes of other people...sometimes the posts are quite harsh to me and really straight forward...it makes me think.."tis is the real A??" or A wants to give advice to others???...but it changed my perception on A...

it's not i think they need to be polite and should think on other's people...it's just any post that can makes people misunderstanding about you....

i know everyone of you will think.."tis is my fb..so this is  my page...i dun give a s@#$ what you think.."it's true...but..still fb is not the place for you to express your anger or anything...that is why we have Allah...all the hardship and goodness came from Him...we should not sigh,complaint and tell the whole world about it...

tis is the way of my thinking...i 've done all kind of stuff on the above..and the result???worst..you lost all the trust of your friends...when you expose your angry to others in the fb..you can't take back what you said..believe me....it may reduce your anger..but prepare for the consequences...

sometimes i felt i want to remove these people...but think back...maybe they have a problem and need someone to consult and also need a place to let go all the anger...so the place they choose  is FB...maybe i'm the one should ignore them...???being an ignorant???or arrogant???it's my place to decide...

just as i mentioned on the above....THIS IS MY OVERDOSE THINKING...being too serious about it...

think wisely..
need to shut my mouth..
stop concerning about the others..
think about yourself first..
don't cross the line
THIS IS MY ADVICE FOR MYSELF...REMINDER.....REMINDER...

please don't be disturbed by this post...if you feel intimidated by this...i apologise...different people have different opinion...maybe you can change my opinion about this...: )

paradise

Please stay here, I’m asking you a favor,
I’ll treat you better, I can’t let you go yet
I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day
This place is a paradise only if you’re here
A paradise that has locked you in against your will
A sad paradise that you won’t go if you’re awake
A paradise that we can be together forever


a beautiful lyric from infinite....(korean group)....i need to know what's the meaning of the song..and totally the lyric and also the music really makes me feel wonder...how they interpret someone's heart into the songs...i really love it...just listen to it and lyric..you may know how i feel...

here's the song...

and also the reason i like this song bcuz of the dance...

enjoy

worrying over something

as we grow old...there are many things that we need to worry about... as i can see in my sister's life..it's hard to achieved what others being expected from us..and also our desire to accomplish everything...let me list some of the problems/targets

1.marriage..(it's a BIG no..MAJOR problems in woman's life...correct??)
2.work/profession..
3.in terms of financing..(how does your work will stabilize your life??)
4.family..(there are lots of problems......zzzzzzzzz)
5.future planning..
6.your parents life..

mybe some of the problems ..as i mentioned above...can be the source of your migraine???either you are the first child or not...whether you are man or woman...everything happen in your family need to be shared with other..i mean..your SIBLINGS ONLY...you can't throw away your family after being independent and lots of money...you are the children..and you have your own responsibility and roles...when your parents are getting older...you're the one will take responsibility to take care of them...especially if you are a guy...in Islam...after your dad passed away..you will be the head of the family..even you the second or third child....

being a woman is hard...people will have a high expectation from you...

1.after you've done with upsr..."will you go to boarding school??"how can i go there with my result..???its..###%#%#^$^$#...

2."how's ur pmr???....worst....mybe i take a fun course after this....but ur parents wants u take medic....

3."ur spm is good rite??u can go to U..!!"..hmm..not really....i failed add math...

4.u've done ur degree...so..what kind of career you will choose????....aaaaaaaaaaaa

5.when will you show ur bf to ur parents??.................hmm...i dun have any

6."when will u get married...??"...i dun have any bf..so how am i suppose to get married??

and the question will go on..and on...i can see why my sister getting stressed up about this..

let me tell u...

1.IT'S YOUR LIFE..PLAN IT WISELY..LIFE IS ONLY ONCE..DON'T REGRET ANYTHING THAT YOU CHOOSE..

2.AFTER PLANNED IT...DOA IS IMPORTANT..LEAVE IT TO ALLAH S.W.T...AS TO HIM WE DEPEND ON...ANYTHING UNDER HIS WILL...QUN FAYA QUN...

3.THREE THINGS HAVE BEEN DECIDED BEFORE WE WERE BORN...rezeki ,ajal, jodoh..so don't fear why ur soulmate or u can called future husband is not arrive yet...



if anything that i've say are mistake..please forgive me..and please tell me about it...we live in this world will not survive from making any mistake and sin...

warts

it hurts..
it hurts..
it hurts..
please get off from my leg..
it's hard to walk...

exxammmsss...!!!!

the week of exam...
i have to struggle....
too many papers..
with no gaps..
rite now i'm hearing

SONATA No. 5 in C major

mybe i'm a bit crazy rite now....

don't bother me....:::PPPPPP