tis is the last day of year 2011..there are many things that happened in our life..sometimes we go down below..and sometimes we are fly high...i mean..REALLY HIGH..~~feelings keep us bouncing in each corner...silly mistakes...awkward moments..
if u can really imagine the days in our life being replay back..and somehow you want it change..think back..what happens in our life are already happens..so..do not regret any decisions that you made,any steps that you take...maybe it harsh what i'm gonna say...but..what you do, you have to bear any consequences...just follow your heart...and your mind...
the list i think i need to reflect back this year..and hopefully the year coming will be better...
1.just be yourself...
i know sometimes i hold back anything that i want to do..or just one day i want to bitchy or whatever..still i think about others feelings and how it will impact them,and the one who have to bear is ME...even i think i did not express myself frequently..and what's on my mind still lingering inside...really..i think i'm a 'good'....sorry guys..who being friends with me..i have a problems how i'm supposed to express myself in front of others.....so 'ME' that in front of you is not really me...
2.time management
last Wednesday,i should hang out with my best friend...and the bad thing is...i'm late..and she have to wait like 1 hour...really..i'm stupid...the second bad thing is...i'm on erm...huhuhu...you called'dtg bulan'...so senggugut came on and DAMN..!!!it ruin my day..!!and that day suppose to be girl talk but i have to go home early than it should be because i can't take it anymore...i mean the pain...i have to call cab to go back home as i barely feel my legs...and my BACK..!!!i feel like i'm granny..!!!! i really felt guilty on her and i promise myself i'm gonna make it up back...and go out early..!!!!!and when the 'bulan' came...i should cancel all the plan on that day..so i can rest well...
3.spend time with family
i think tis year i'm barely go home..just once a month...need to be close with my family...
4.money
it's a big problem...i cannot hold my appetite as i really love foods...but i'm not eat junk foods or fast food frequently..secret recipe p0n jejak skli jer..rite??YES..!!need a back up plan....cannot depend on my family..i'm already burden to them....:)))
5.what else???
i don't know...mybe i should be friendlier with others...or maybe you can tell me what i should change for my own goods....maybe on my attitudes or anything....even the smallest thing that annoys you and if you change it, it can effect your own life....whether in positive way or negative way
happy new year..hopefully next year i will get a boyfriend..pffttt...!!! i WISH...:p
if u can really imagine the days in our life being replay back..and somehow you want it change..think back..what happens in our life are already happens..so..do not regret any decisions that you made,any steps that you take...maybe it harsh what i'm gonna say...but..what you do, you have to bear any consequences...just follow your heart...and your mind...
the list i think i need to reflect back this year..and hopefully the year coming will be better...
1.just be yourself...
i know sometimes i hold back anything that i want to do..or just one day i want to bitchy or whatever..still i think about others feelings and how it will impact them,and the one who have to bear is ME...even i think i did not express myself frequently..and what's on my mind still lingering inside...really..i think i'm a 'good'....sorry guys..who being friends with me..i have a problems how i'm supposed to express myself in front of others.....so 'ME' that in front of you is not really me...
2.time management
last Wednesday,i should hang out with my best friend...and the bad thing is...i'm late..and she have to wait like 1 hour...really..i'm stupid...the second bad thing is...i'm on erm...huhuhu...you called'dtg bulan'...so senggugut came on and DAMN..!!!it ruin my day..!!and that day suppose to be girl talk but i have to go home early than it should be because i can't take it anymore...i mean the pain...i have to call cab to go back home as i barely feel my legs...and my BACK..!!!i feel like i'm granny..!!!! i really felt guilty on her and i promise myself i'm gonna make it up back...and go out early..!!!!!and when the 'bulan' came...i should cancel all the plan on that day..so i can rest well...
3.spend time with family
i think tis year i'm barely go home..just once a month...need to be close with my family...
4.money
it's a big problem...i cannot hold my appetite as i really love foods...but i'm not eat junk foods or fast food frequently..secret recipe p0n jejak skli jer..rite??YES..!!need a back up plan....cannot depend on my family..i'm already burden to them....:)))
5.what else???
i don't know...mybe i should be friendlier with others...or maybe you can tell me what i should change for my own goods....maybe on my attitudes or anything....even the smallest thing that annoys you and if you change it, it can effect your own life....whether in positive way or negative way
happy new year..hopefully next year i will get a boyfriend..pffttt...!!! i WISH...:p
