berleter...selamat hari raya...!!!

haaaaa...baru dapat duduk....huhuhuhu...lagi sehari da nk raye..that means ramadhan da nk abis..sedey...compem rse rindu nk bertarawih ngn berbuka lagi...insyallah kalau dipanjangkan umur..dpt berjmpe lagi dengan ramadhan...

actually bkn nk cerite sngt p0n kt cni..sbb da thp penat...(pg g pasar...da la x tdo mlm td...angkat bnde berat2..so quite shaking la tngn..iyela..kiri kanan pgang daging ngn ayam...+ bhn2 kering...) nmpk sngt energy mse bulan puase x sekuat mne....

blik..trus tdo..da x thn da...ingtkan tdo kjap trus kmas umah..wasalam...terlajak...chet..but my sis da wat half way..tq so much..!!so ape lagi yg tinggal????ader la a few keje nk wat...

ape lagi nk ckp..??owh..lupe2...nk ucapkan selamat hari raye...to ma family...friends..close friends...insyallah moge raya kali ini lebih bermakna dan dipenuhi dengan keberkatan..jgn maen mercun..bunge api suda...nk jge tngn semue....jgn bwk kete laju2...bia lmbt..tp jgn thp kure2...berpatutan ngn peraturan..ingt org yg tersayang...

hopefully raya kali ini berlainan...jadual semue p0n 4 raya kali ini sngt berlainan..mne x nye???kmas umah slalu mlm raye...@sehari sebelum raye..but now...da wat dlu...siapkan segala bhn my m0m 4 msak2...sjak die sakit2 nih..da x kasi angkat berat2...masak 2 p0n x tau cmne..kene skodeng2 slalu la..huhuhuhuhu...

insyallah after raye...msuk blik bljar...missed them so much...harap new sem will be more fun..adventure and prob mmg x dpt elak..but somehow ia membuatkan kite matang..ok..da x thn...nk bersin jer..chao...

selamat hari raya...maaf zahir batin....: )

menaip dengan tisu sumbat dlm hidung.....

achooo..!!

achoo..!!

penat da nk bersin..!!!!

songs=mood???

pernah x rase macam ini???

mse 2 tgh jalan2 kt padang @ taman @ tmpt yg korg rse paling aman and korg leh relax...

and tetibe rse...it would be a complete picture with a song...that suits your mood...

ataupon...

tgk kt youtube...and tgh godek2 lagu yg best..sekali jmpe satu @ bunch of songs yg rse nk g taman skrg....

yg paling suke lagu nih

alex(clazziquai)-can't be crazy

actually mse dngr lagu nih..didn't expect lagu nih lagu sedey..

because suare alex really into soul...and damn..terpikat gile kt suare die..

bwk live pulak pergh..

2 thumbs up..!!!

kalo lak lalu highway terutama jln jauh2..nk je dngr lagu raye..terutama skali time2 cmnih..enjoy sket nk raye...kene bersemangat..: )

time mood jiwang lak...kua segala rock kapak...(bkn x nk post lagu rock2 kapak..kang pnjg list die kang..)hahahhahahha

when it comes to mood swing...better listen to english songs....hahhahaha

currently listen to

demi lovato-skyscraper

so...what are your songs???

brace yourself

brace yourself

brace yourself

to face the world

it ain't easy honey

patch up your wound

gather your strength

fill your confidence...

and strive for your dreams

don't cry

don't cry

there ain't a place in the world

doesn't need you

people can be vicious

yes..can be cruel

stand straight

look up

eye for an eye

go for it

God only knows

how you suffer

crying is not a solution..

defenceless?

we have GOD

brace yourself

brace yourself..

soon you will get your answer...

just put a smile on your face when you having a hard time....: )

ROCK..!!!

mlm nih ROCK...!!!!!!!!!

rock la sngt...

ok..let's hear it..

lagi satu..nih vid die a bit 18sx sket..

so sorry...huhuhuhu

kalo rse nk comment ker..nk tau lagu nih ker..feel free to comment..: )

ramadhan schedule

it feels like only yesterday ramadhan come...and soon syawal lak menjelma...pejam celik...pejam celik....nk msuk blik uitm....and open another chapter....

but rite now it's about ramadhan...and too many things happen....terawih...iftar with family...and FRIENDS....

cume yg regret x dpt berbuka ngn classmate and housemate...malangnyer semue jauh2...susah nk kmpl...but last year ramadhan..dpt gak berbuka ngn korg..duduk di segamat...teringat kt uma...and now...duduk di kl..teringat di segamat...so cmne 2???

the first iftar with my friends..are with my aniya and mikoshiba...actually the plan kinda messed up..since not everyone available that time..so..we make a new plan...iftar at pizza hut and the next day at sushi king...it feels funny bcuz the gap of more than 1 year seems does not happen...i'm in segamat..they're in shah alam...so tis is the only time we can gather and gossiiippp.....

aniya...

food..!!!food...!!!

nih sket je mknan..ader lagi.....tp x dpt nk capture the whole food.....

ngap2....

our drinks...for free..!!!

mikoshiba+aniya.....

the second iftar....with my close friends..since high school...bnyk gelak..and yg kelakar..elok2 plannye only 4 people..jd 7...meja x ckp..mknan penuh ats meja...and..kenyang gile....mkn pizza gak....but really have fun...

 : )..iyela..ngn org laen..suasane die laen lak kan????hehehhehe..walaup0n lme x jmpe..mmg janggal sket..but somehow i've really enjoyed it...iye la y not make a new chapter..since semue da beso and matang..(ak sorg je pelik cmnih..sbb x biase ngn semue org..ok..ak ade mslh tang nih...huhuhu..spe yg x phm..wat2 phm je la...hahhaha)

the third iftar...with my friend also...tp pegi tmpt yg dekat shj...actually yesterdayla...since da lme x jmpe..time kt sgmt lagila x dpt nk jmpe lgsg...but bile ader mse dptla berjmpe...alhamdulillah bile dpt berjumpe..bkn time tgh kopak..:P..have a girl talk...since only the two of us..kebetulan lak..kdai 2 x der org..hahhahhahaha..so melantakla...bebeza btol keadaan kami skrg..ak still belajar..die tgh bekerja...jealous gak...sbb dpt pegang duet sndr kan...???tp skrg tgh waktu best...time nihla nk joli ngn kawan2..blik mlm..hahahhaha(bkn sosial ek)...insyallah dpt jmpe lagi...cpat2 la ko kawen....hahahhah..bkn ak dlu...(ak tau ko mesti bce bnde nih)

lpas nih x tau la iftar ngn spe...sbb da pnat..tp mmg terkilan la x dpt iftar ngn mmbr segamat ngn housemates...guys...really missed you all.....dok library...nk lepak mcd smpai 2-3 pg..wat assignment..after that lpak mamak...karok lagi..bukak p0sa sme2...g bazar sme2...hahahhhha..mee bandung x leh lupe....bnyk bnde korg ajar ak..ye la..sbb dlu kayu..now...i'm happy.... : )

x bnyk pic amik...sbb ye la keje sakan je mkn....but somehow..you guys punyer pic dlm ati...(leh x ckp..ewww...??since when ak ckp bnde cheesy weezy nih????)hahahah...sngt sedey ramadhan da nk tinggalkan kite..really..x excited p0n nk raye....mybe bcuz kalo merasai nikmat ramadhan....rse syg giler...time nihla wat semue bnde..x nk missed p0n...hehehheeh

that's all...

quotes for today

"Say what is true, although it may be bitter and displeasing to people." (Baihaqi)



 copy from  http://www.islamfortoday.com/athar16.htm

THE LONELY

The Lonely lyrics

2am, where do I begin

Crying off my face again

The silent sound of loneliness

Wants to follow me to bed

I'm the ghost of a girl

That I want to be most

I'm the shell of a girl

That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again

Too afraid, to go inside

For the pain of one more loveless night

For the loneliness will stay with me

And hold me till I fall asleep

I'm the ghost of a girl

That I want to be most

I'm the shell of a girl

That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again

Broken pieces of

A barely breathing story

Where there once was love

Now there's only me

And the lonely...

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again...

there is no reason why i want to post this song..maybe bcuz the lonely crawling into me..and her voice makes me realizes that i'm empty inside. just wanna share with all..if you think this song way too mellow...sorry...this is me..the part of mellow me..only for tonight..when the loneliness surrounding me..

random

(aniya+mikoshiba+okada) x zookeeper = blast

pizzahut + hang out = gosippzzzz

4 years / (ipb + uitm) = closeness

blast x gosippzzz x closeness = never stop smiling

hopefully we can do this again in the future..eventhough our road may be different... 

nagging time..:P

just bear with me for a moment..or you can ignore this post...it is the time when i really hate to compromise or angry or...anything....or called it EMO...

1. I HATE LONG HAIR...unfortunately...NOW I have a LOONNNGGGG HAIR..because i dun have money rite now 2 cut my hair..so kene bertahan menunggu pelaburku memasukkan wang...~~

2. I HATE people yg ckp A..tetibe jd B...bnde nih leh wat darah naek and it's easy to forgive..but hard to forget...contohnyer...mmbr anda kte..'ok..ak jd g es0k...'...bile da smpai time 'weh..ak x jd g..sowi'.. only with valid and reasonable excuses...which only can be accepted...

3. when I want to buy something...the fact that I've DON'T HAVE THE MONEY..really makes me want to smash something...please give me money...!!!!!$$$$$$$~~~~~!!!!

4.when your sisters are having a fight??what would you do???dun want to interfere....I DON'T GIVE A DAMN...really tired from watching their fight...

5.i really don't have a skill 2 cook....so dun expect me to cook like chef...huhuhuhuh

6.if i have a smomach that can fill less amount of food....but Thank God even i eat too much...but i'm still slim..gyahahahhaha..angkat bakul tol..!!!!

8.if i know what are they thinking rite now..so i can say the rite things...without hurting them...

9.I'M SHORT...or u want to called it rendang....-_______-

10.i'm not a good friend..so don't expect me to buzz you every weekend...and stay on your side 24 hours...i really not into that kind of friendship..i friends with everyone...it is easy like that....avoid any misunderstandings, fight over best friends, jealousy and so on...

HAPPY : )

kuehtiau kungfu dengan telekung..???

ape kaitan kuehtiau kungfu dengan telekung...??

meh..org nk cite...heheheh

last night..actually br a few hours ago la...

selepasnyer besembahyang terawih di masjid berdekatan...

my sister la punyer psl...die nak SNGT KUEHTIAU KUNGFU DIE...

slalu pesan kuehtiau ladna...

ok..masalahnyer....i'm wearing telekung!!!!!!!

haram kejadah nk kua g kedai beli mkanan die..!!!!

but pikirkan blik....

'ak pkai telekung bknnyer pkai seksi bebnor p0n..org yg x ckp kain p0n relaks je lepak kt kedai..yg ko just nk bungkus je..'

dengan rela terpakse..selamat dlm kdai 2 x ramai org...mesti diaorg pelik..

hantu mne lak pkai telekung g kdai nih????

hahahhaha..but it's fun actually..hahahahahah..wat keje gile...

and after that beli sundae cone kt mcd...still with telekung gak..tp selamat drive thru je...thanx 2 my sis da due hari blnje ice-cream..gyahahahahahahahha

and to my beloved sis...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....

walaup0n x der duet nk bg pape..just doa leh sampaikan..lagi makbul..hahahhahahahaha

and here is a song for you....hope u like it.....please change the word 'friend' to 'sister'... : )

jodoh??? marriage???

assalamualaikum...

i'm asking my mother about jodoh...rse seperti sngt jahil menanyekan bab2 seperti ni...cume persoalan ini sudah lama bersarang di hati.

kalo tgk zaman sekarang nih...terutama bab2 kahwin...and bile diinterview...

"DIALAH JODOH SAYA..."

how do you know that he @ she is the right person???jahil btol diriku nih..heh...

from what i've seen and been through it...org kawen and then separate just like nothing happen..pas2 kawen blik...so dimana terletaknye jodoh 2 sebenarnye..???adakah zaman sekarang org just stated...

'i love him@ her...'

let's get married...

is it the right decison???

Allah swt befirman : "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. " (Al-Baqarah : 216) 

when i asked about jodoh 2 my m0m...and because of what happen in my family....also my surroundings...so..i almost lost faith in finding the right pers0n..or you want to call it'phobia'...yes..the exact word..phobia...i can't trust men and HOW THEY WANT TO LEAD WOMEN IN MARRIAGE LIFE???

and my m0m answered...jodoh dkat tgn ALLAH SWT...da tertulis kt ats...3 perkara yg x akan ubah...rezeki..mati dan jodoh..terima shj jodoh yg ALLAH SWT beri...

and the stupid me ask again..jodoh 2 kekal ke mama???

ek.....

hahahahha..since my m0m and dad separates...so..rse ragu2 di situ...

dengan relaxnye mama berkata...e2 semue kerja ALLAH SWT...sudah ditetapkan begitu...kekal atau tidak..wallahualam....

and then i feel relieved..mybe it's not the best answered that i've got...but somehow...mybe akan melalui perkara2 begini.. so lebih baek menimba ilmu dahulu ...

kerana memulakan sebuah perkahwinan adalah berat..(in my opinion..)it's just not about love...it's about compromise...the bond between 2 families...try to complete each other..and have faith in ALLAH SWT that he will leads me ke jalan ALLAH SWT...

thanx to http://ustaz.blogspot.com kerana memperjelaskan dan mempertingkatkan kefahaman saya mengenai  soal jodoh...

Daripada Ibnu Umar r.a., katanya, saya mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: "Setiap orang daripada kamu adalah pemimpin dan setiap seorang dari kamu akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Pemimpin adalah yang bertanggungjawab memimpin dan akan ditanya perihal yang dipimpin olehnya. Seorang lelaki adalah pemimpin dalam keluarganya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Seorang wanita adalah pemimpin dalam rumah suaminya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Buruh adalah pemimpin dalam harta majikannya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Jadi setiap seorang dari engkau semua itu adalah pemimpin dan tentu akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. "(Hadis sahih Muttafaq 'alaih) 

sowi kalo ade tersalah ke hape...4 betulkan kesalahan saya or any opinion..plese comment...tq....

my fav...:)

assalamualaikum..and hello...

welc0me 2 my blog..(sgtla lame...)

ok straight forward...heheheh...today i want to talk about favourites....x semestinye on which shop do you like to visit or other stuff...huhuhuhu...

on my free time...what would be my FAV THINGS to do????

reading books...

it may sounds corny but i'm actually addicted to books...books...OKLA...MANGA... x leh nk kelentong...but i read books too..it's quite WEIRD if i'm not read 1 manga...walaup0n only 1 chapter on the internet..(selaen bukak fb)..:P

Q:what kind of types of manga @ books do you like??

hmm..tough question...i'm kinda like manga that not really cheeky or kinda-manja-stuff...i'm into more kinda serius manga..for example..naruto,bleach,skip beat, dengeki daisy,red river...walaup0n naruto semue 2 nmpk mcm cikai..(my be org ingt..ala...kartun budak2..da beso gedabak p0n nk bce lagi...EXCUSE ME...IT'S BETTER THIS KINDA MANGA BECAUSE IT HAVE MORE MORALS THAN OTHER CARTOONS...)kalo nk cerite mmg smpai bes0k pagi x abih..kalo nk kecik kan scope manga or types of manga..hmm...action..romance..shoujo..adult..fantasy..drama...slice of life...hahhahah..imagine how many manga i've read???huhuhuhuhu.....

Q:how about books..??

ok..psl buku..i'm into romance books..HAHAHHAHAH..pelik kan???english romance if u wanna call it...it started from my m0m...sbb bosan sngt..so bcela.. even though ader....hmmmm..x yah ckp..hahahhaha...semue da beso...but i really like the way the story goes..call me cheesy..cOrny or whatsoever...hahahhah...im totally into it......i really like judith mcnaught..almost all her books i have..:)..christine feehan...my m0m x suke nih sbb  the author into paranormal romance..vampire..leopards..action..7 sisters...hahhahah...none of my sisters like her books...so...im the only one conquer..:)...kalo malay books...same gak...novel melayu...ckp jer...ahadiat akasyah..aisya sofea...norhayati berahim..syud..rnysa..naz...and also HLOVATE...spe yg penah bce...leh bgtau ape yg korg rse about hlovate's books...totally awesome...spe x penah..please buy 5 tahun 5 bulan dahulu...kepada yg x suke corny sngt...leh la bce buku nih....huhuhuhuhuhu.... 

meredah KLCC...

y KLCC???sbb paling dkat ngn umah and senang nk g...makanan die p0n best...kalo ade mse lapang DAN DUET MENCUKUPI..i tell my sister...

"adik nk g klcc.."

"wat pe?"

"sorg2..bosan kt umah...nk beli novel..."

"ok..pape call...blim cpat.."

heheheheh..dengan keizinan-Nya...semue berjalan dngn smooth...slalu kalo cmnih..i grab christine feehan latest book(yg pling cheap ar....)and mkn kt Sushi king...suke mkn tempura udon..im not into mee exactly..but x taula npe udon leh suke lak...hahahah..mybe sbb die tebal and mengenyangkan...perut naga tol..:P...kalo malas nk makan..grab mocha Auntie Anne's and FAmous Amos chips...and go to taman..:)..cr port baek..and read the book...without any disturbance..kalo ujan..dok kt signatures la..tmpt laen or cafe..x mampu..huhuhu..kalo ternmpk ader p0mpuan tgh bce buku kt foodcourt 2 ngn air..that's me..XD...

windu giler nk wat cmnih lagi...bila la agaknye..-___-

watching anime..

anime..:)..hehehhehe...ckp psl anime bertahun2 p0n x bosan..i really like anime yg dulu2 punyer..bkn zaman skrg nih x best..cume x der mse nk follow....sepanjang cuti nih...sbb x dpt keje..and my m0m said..dok umah..kmas umah..k fine....i'm digging back my fav-old-time anime...x tercakap...bnyk sngt..but tp i'm starting with dragon ball....it's kinda cool watching goku from small until he marries chi chi and got son gohan adn son goten....tgk bpe lme punyer cite x abih2....dragonball seperates into 3 series...yg nih originated from japan..not american punyer version ek..spe yg tgk american punyer version die rugi..:)...ok..mari kite bljr psl dragonball..!!!!

the first series is

dragon ball

yg nih time goku kecik lagi...lawan ngn red ribbon army x clap...nih time die ngn bulma..kuririn...yamucha...chaozu..master roshi...really brings back memories..spe mse kecik2 dlu tgk kt tv 2..weekend kul 9.30??angkat tngn..!!!! me..!!!!!!

the second series..dragonball z

time nih goku dpt gohan...so started of all complex plots...vegeta...segala bnde...dragonball z la pling best..:)..x nk comment bnyk2..nnt x suprise...:)

last series...dragon ball gt..

this time goku jd kecik and pegi mengembara seluruh semesta..hahhaha..ngn trunks ngn pan..cucu die..tp yg sedihnyer..tis is the end of the journey..huhuhu..!!!leh nangis kowt..!!!goku bnyk kali mati..and da smpi ke cucu cicit..!!!

in version american..episod die lari sket..and die quite kedepan a few episodes...and another thing is ade satu lagi dragon ball gt yg diaorg remake...

lastly..sleep...!!

kalo da tension sngt segala bnde..yg plaing best ialah TIDO...x der nk bazir duet...bazir tenaga..dpt recharge aderla...hahahah...just need a bantal..selimut..and port yg sedap seperti katil dan kipas...pe lagi?????ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..:) 

PELUANG UNTUK BERHIBERNASI...tiada siapa akan mengacau anda...

ini sahaja la yg sy suke wat...for the time being..hahahha...so...sorry for being bored...im just a simple girl...have my own minds and my own way to show to other people...mybe you have more ideas how to spend your days...but i like spend time with what i like to do..:)..just be yourself...:)

tired of you

y0u

you heard me

talking to myself..

you friend with me

to making fool of myself

you pity me

when rain fallin' to me

you playin' me

a little bit concern on me, huh??

now 

you lost me

as you come back to me

you lost me

when you never looked back and left me alone

you lost me

you cross me and never glance at me

you beggin' me

to put me back into the first place in your life

sad huh??

tragic life..

tragic life..

how we're gonna get over it??

surely..better leave me as we are now

never known each other

get back to the other world..

your own world..and

my own world..

p/s:it's been so long x tulis pape..so welc0me Ramadhan..!!!!!!!!