JUST GAGAGAGA

yet

2012-02-11T08:16:00.000-08:00

i'm not missed you yet
after all we're arguing on small matters
i'm not missed you yet
since you came into my life and change the way i thought about you
i'm not missed you yet
when your number keeps popping on my handphone
i'm not missed you yet
even your stuff becomes mine
i'm not missed you yet
wherever i go your image keeps haunting me
i'm not missed you yet
when my heart always reaching you

still the word 'missing @missed' never into my life when i know you will cherished me....and life will be so colourful.....

happy birthday to 'you'

2012-02-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to 'you'
got a few novels...
present from 'your' sisters and mother....
appreciate it....
a handful wish from friends....thank you..!!!!!
happy birthday to 'you' again..~~~

a nice day

2012-02-04T00:07:00.000-08:00

i just bought a present for myself..as usual a novel...
paranormal romance actually..if you like the movie about twilight...the book that i'm buying it has also the same genre..meaning vampire,lycan, human and jaguars..but it's a bit different with the story...it's a bout a carpathian (race)who almost immortal...cannot see colours and emotion..but those things only can be restored by their lifemate...and they need to find their own woman...it's really sweet how they courted their woman..how they gonna tolerate between 2 different race...and the most important thing is..the feelings and the love that guide them....

maybe you think it is quite cheesssssy..but i really like it...i've die hard fan for the author who write this book....
she is christine feehan...if you want to try to read it..better start with dark prince...and you know what is carpathian actually...

you can read the first chepter in christinefeehan.com for free..but register first...:).....so you know how she write the story beautifully......

fool

2012-01-31T22:57:00.000-08:00

i've made myself fool today...it's my mistake..sorry..and thank you

overdose thinking

2012-01-31T09:58:00.000-08:00

when i opened my facebook...as usual...watching people's post and status...link etc...have you ever feel that sometimes they're quite annoying???

it doesn't matter what kind of topics they talked about, any nagging or what's happening to them....it's just how they express their feeling into words...but somehow it can be hurting to others...

i know someone from my fb..as i called anonymous is A...A always post about feelings and mistakes of other people...sometimes the posts are quite harsh to me and really straight forward...it makes me think.."tis is the real A??" or A wants to give advice to others???...but it changed my perception on A...

it's not i think they need to be polite and should think on other's people...it's just any post that can makes people misunderstanding about you....

i know everyone of you will think.."tis is my fb..so this is my page...i dun give a s@#$ what you think.."it's true...but..still fb is not the place for you to express your anger or anything...that is why we have Allah...all the hardship and goodness came from Him...we should not sigh,complaint and tell the whole world about it...

tis is the way of my thinking...i 've done all kind of stuff on the above..and the result???worst..you lost all the trust of your friends...when you expose your angry to others in the fb..you can't take back what you said..believe me....it may reduce your anger..but prepare for the consequences...

sometimes i felt i want to remove these people...but think back...maybe they have a problem and need someone to consult and also need a place to let go all the anger...so the place they choose is FB...maybe i'm the one should ignore them...???being an ignorant???or arrogant???it's my place to decide...

just as i mentioned on the above....THIS IS MY OVERDOSE THINKING...being too serious about it...

think wisely..
need to shut my mouth..
stop concerning about the others..
think about yourself first..
don't cross the line
~~THIS IS MY ADVICE FOR MYSELF...REMINDER.....REMINDER...~~

please don't be disturbed by this post...if you feel intimidated by this...i apologise...different people have different opinion...maybe you can change my opinion about this...: )

paradise

2012-01-28T08:19:00.000-08:00

Please stay here, I’m asking you a favor,
I’ll treat you better, I can’t let you go yet
I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day
This place is a paradise only if you’re here
A paradise that has locked you in against your will
A sad paradise that you won’t go if you’re awake
A paradise that we can be together forever

a beautiful lyric from infinite....(korean group)....i need to know what's the meaning of the song..and totally the lyric and also the music really makes me feel wonder...how they interpret someone's heart into the songs...i really love it...just listen to it and lyric..you may know how i feel...

here's the song...

and also the reason i like this song bcuz of the dance...

enjoy

worrying over something

2012-01-24T08:49:00.000-08:00

as we grow old...there are many things that we need to worry about... as i can see in my sister's life..it's hard to achieved what others being expected from us..and also our desire to accomplish everything...let me list some of the problems/targets

1.marriage..(it's a BIG no..MAJOR problems in woman's life...correct??)
2.work/profession..
3.in terms of financing..(how does your work will stabilize your life??)
4.family..(there are lots of problems......zzzzzzzzz)
5.future planning..
6.your parents life..

mybe some of the problems ..as i mentioned above...can be the source of your migraine???either you are the first child or not...whether you are man or woman...everything happen in your family need to be shared with other..i mean..your SIBLINGS ONLY...you can't throw away your family after being independent and lots of money...you are the children..and you have your own responsibility and roles...when your parents are getting older...you're the one will take responsibility to take care of them...especially if you are a guy...in Islam...after your dad passed away..you will be the head of the family..even you the second or third child....

being a woman is hard...people will have a high expectation from you...

1.after you've done with upsr..."will you go to boarding school??"how can i go there with my result..???its..###%#%#^$^$#...

2."how's ur pmr???....worst....mybe i take a fun course after this....but ur parents wants u take medic....

3."ur spm is good rite??u can go to U..!!"..hmm..not really....i failed add math...

4.u've done ur degree...so..what kind of career you will choose????....aaaaaaaaaaaa

5.when will you show ur bf to ur parents??.................hmm...i dun have any

6."when will u get married...??"...i dun have any bf..so how am i suppose to get married??

and the question will go on..and on...i can see why my sister getting stressed up about this..

let me tell u...

1.IT'S YOUR LIFE..PLAN IT WISELY..LIFE IS ONLY ONCE..DON'T REGRET ANYTHING THAT YOU CHOOSE..

2.AFTER PLANNED IT...DOA IS IMPORTANT..LEAVE IT TO ALLAH S.W.T...AS TO HIM WE DEPEND ON...ANYTHING UNDER HIS WILL...QUN FAYA QUN...

3.THREE THINGS HAVE BEEN DECIDED BEFORE WE WERE BORN...rezeki ,ajal, jodoh..so don't fear why ur soulmate or u can called future husband is not arrive yet...

if anything that i've say are mistake..please forgive me..and please tell me about it...we live in this world will not survive from making any mistake and sin...

warts

2012-01-18T08:49:00.000-08:00

it hurts..
it hurts..
it hurts..
please get off from my leg..
it's hard to walk...

exxammmsss...!!!!

2012-01-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

the week of exam...
i have to struggle....
too many papers..
with no gaps..
rite now i'm hearing

SONATA No. 5 in C major

mybe i'm a bit crazy rite now....

don't bother me....:::PPPPPP

the end

2011-12-30T09:44:00.000-08:00

tis is the last day of year 2011..there are many things that happened in our life..sometimes we go down below..and sometimes we are fly high...i mean..REALLY HIGH..~~feelings keep us bouncing in each corner...silly mistakes...awkward moments..
if u can really imagine the days in our life being replay back..and somehow you want it change..think back..what happens in our life are already happens..so..do not regret any decisions that you made,any steps that you take...maybe it harsh what i'm gonna say...but..what you do, you have to bear any consequences...just follow your heart...and your mind...

the list i think i need to reflect back this year..and hopefully the year coming will be better...
1.just be yourself...

   i know sometimes i hold back anything that i want to do..or just one day i want to bitchy or whatever..still i think about others feelings and how it will impact them,and the one who have to bear is ME...even i think i did not express myself frequently..and what's on my mind still lingering inside...really..i think i'm a 'good'....sorry guys..who being friends with me..i have a problems how i'm supposed to express myself in front of others.....so 'ME' that in front of you is not really me...

2.time management

   last Wednesday,i should hang out with my best friend...and the bad thing is...i'm late..and she have to wait like 1 hour...really..i'm stupid...the second bad thing is...i'm on erm...huhuhu...you called'dtg bulan'...so senggugut came on and DAMN..!!!it ruin my day..!!and that day suppose to be girl talk but i have to go home early than it should be because i can't take it anymore...i mean the pain...i have to call cab to go back home as i barely feel my legs...and my BACK..!!!i feel like i'm granny..!!!! i really felt guilty on her and i promise myself i'm gonna make it up back...and go out early..!!!!!and when the 'bulan' came...i should cancel all the plan on that day..so i can rest well...

3.spend time with family

   i think tis year i'm barely go home..just once a month...need to be close with my family...

4.money

   it's a big problem...i cannot hold my appetite as i really love foods...but i'm not eat junk foods or fast food frequently..secret recipe p0n jejak skli jer..rite??YES..!!need a back up plan....cannot depend on my family..i'm already burden to them....:)))

5.what else???

   i don't know...mybe i should be friendlier with others...or maybe you can tell me what i should change for my own goods....maybe on my attitudes or anything....even the smallest thing that annoys you and if you change it, it can effect your own life....whether in positive way or negative way

happy new year..hopefully next year i will get a boyfriend..pffttt...!!! i WISH...:p

time merapu

2011-12-18T00:27:00.000-08:00

dunia mmg x selalu indah...kenapa??x semue org dpt ending or problems yg sme...mybe tempat yg sme...tetapi how do you want to solve it @which way do you use???cliche huh???

langit x selalu cerah...hati x selalu gelisah...
terpikir bagaimana kita sebagai seorg manusia berhadapan dngan keadaan begini??membuatkan diri tertanya-tanya....

suka atau tidak??
benci atau suka??
gembira atau sedih???

life is easy??why??
ikut hukum Allah insyallah jalan lurus...
dunia atau akhirat???
bekerja di dunia untuk kebaikan di akhirat...
bersih dalaman (hati)???
terpulang kepada individu..menelaah hati masing2...
putih ke,kelabu ke ataupun hitam..

H.A.T.E

2011-12-09T10:19:00.000-08:00

i HATE it when i have to talk about you
i HATE it when all my nagging and gossiping are all about you
i HATE it when you are the only person who makes me feel so low
i HATE it when you talk and the way you tell people that you are right
i HATE it when i have to take all the blames and the best part is you shouldn't be involve in it at all
i HATE it when my mood become so nasty because of you
i HATE it for the first time in my life i cried bcuz of what you did to me

I REALLY HATE IT..
ENOUGH..

happy birthday...

2011-12-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

dear friend
i know it's late to say happy birthday to you..
sorry 4 not being a good friend
sorry 4 given nothing to you..
since you're one of a friend that I cherished..
only prayers i can send to you....
for happy life...
forever and hereafter..
may Allah bless you..
sweet..

being bastard

2011-12-03T22:46:00.000-08:00

down graded people...
bitch
hatred
jealousy
what happened to me??

stabbed back people
the bitches mouth is me
the jealousy is me
the bastard is me
the gossiping is me
it hurts
feels so low...

none

2011-11-30T08:48:00.000-08:00

can't breathe..
can't breathe
crawling...dust
face to stone
stone to dirt.
put yourself to the lowest
dignity
just say what???
proud..
really???
ashamed..
yes...
bury me..
bury me..

song..

2011-11-22T09:18:00.000-08:00

4 tis week...
i give you 1 song that really suits my mood

enjoy...

formspring.me

2011-11-22T09:15:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/bbgagaga

2011-11-22T09:07:00.001-08:00

I'LL BE BACK :)))))))

formspring.me

2011-11-05T21:21:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/bbgagaga

nice one

2011-11-05T19:09:00.000-07:00

happy aidiladha...!!!!!!
i'm home...totally happy and glad to see my family..:)))))))
and as usual....
I've watched my fav channel..tvN...and it's about superstar k3..
mybe everyone does not know..what is superstar k3..
it's just like x-factor in america...but the level I think it's quite high..
because we know many group idol appear in their industry..
so they want to find other star that have the ability to be a singer...
the part that i like about superstar k3 is even the foreigner can compete..
they have chris golightly (if i'm not mistaken his surname...if i'm wrong..sorry..!!!)
he is an american..once before he appear in american idol...but i did not remember what season he is in..
and he compete and the most memorable part is..when the collaboration mission..
all of the contestant have to choose 1 of the 10 song that judges pick..
and chris pick queen-somebody to love...he is with christina, lee jung ah and park sol...
i really love their version...

watch it..:)))))))))))))))))

2011-11-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

i'm caught in the middle of exams, assignments and presentations..
3 things i hated the most..
try to livin' up with it..
that's part of being student rite???
chill and live with it...
and before I foget..
salam aidiladha to all Muslim wherever you are..
may this day will give blessing from Allah S.W.T....
amin....

can't wait to go h0me...miss everything there....

goodbye

2011-10-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

goodbye my dear
so long
even i did not see you for the last time
cry and tears
love and memories
just like petals flow away
my love for you always remained here
rest in peace baby....

happy

2011-10-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

all my tiredness disappear just like that..
see the smiles that i love too much
hugging and replenish my energy and mood..
smile..and smile...and smile..
never stop smiling....
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

mumbling alone

2011-09-28T06:36:00.000-07:00

today is so damn tiring...

classes from 8 till 6...

my legs won't stop shaking..

go back home by bus..

listening to the radio..

seating alone...

watching people...

the sky start changing..

i wish i'm in kl rite now..

the feeling ran so deep..

wishing that my mum asking 'r u tired??'

just hearing her voice..really make me wanna fly there

being bullied by my sisters...screaming..laughing...

dating with my dad

just want to lay in their arms..

is where i need to be...

i missed my family...:)

sorry 4 being such a baby today...

2011-09-27T09:24:00.000-07:00

disappointing

bear with it

2011-09-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

waiting 4 class to start

time

wasted

just

that

pic

conclusion:

BORED

counting days

2011-09-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

syawal's month will end...sadly..i'm at SEGAMAT...can't beraya....cuz last week already back home..so..if every week always jump 2 KL..the chances that i will get set large of 'sepak dan penyepak' by my mom....huuhuhuh...gladly that my class made bbq..so bbq+raya...really have fun bcuz i'm not really close with my own classmates....i'm not talkative and so called 'beramah mesra' type of person...

tis week...what did i do???just try to adept the schedule of tis sem...can't help it..i have class on friday....:((((((((

totally frustrated..but alhamdulillah i only have 2 classes in monday..until 12...after that..come to mommy bantal2...!!!!but on wed...damn..!!until 6..!!!!!!!aaahhhh..!!can't get rest..!!!!!!

all the assignemnt already given to me..the group work..and so on...i'm looking forward 4 tis sem..even i totally scared with my arabic teacher..ustazah..please go easy on me...im totally suck in arabic and i promise i will work hard....shame on me....

other subjects...i prayed that i will do my best..the topics.........................................hopefully i can make it......yeah..!!!!!

i missed home already.......missed my bed..novels...my mom's cooking....KL....i missed kino....i missed everything there..include the jammed.....and the hazard too.....

to stranger...

2011-09-22T10:56:00.000-07:00

can't open my eyes in 2 am in the morn'...

but something happen...

hopefully she can find peace in herself..

and please..come back to us..

there are many people who loves you more...

cares you more...

even though we were not at your side when u are down...

when you fall...but we give our prayers from afar...

only God knows...

remember....just be strong....

raya weeks..part 2

2011-09-13T10:22:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum...

2nd week of raya...nothing much to do actually...

bz with new sem...and packing to fly back to segar amat...

raya????nahhh....this week just passed with a wind...

didn't go beraya...new sem..new sem..

nothing much to tell....yet...

please don't..!!!i'm begging you..!!!

2011-09-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

as always..i'm opened dailymail.co.uk....and i was petrified on what i saw...

credit to dailymail website

thank God i'm not skinny as that girl....it's just knowing that you are who tortured your own body..and feeling weak...!!!and skipped breakfast,cutting your own food portion..!!!and honestly i can't skip even 1 meal...

if u want to be beautiful and stay healthy...you don't have to be that skinny..and girls who think that you're too fat..think again..you want to be end up in the hospital???and make your parents worried you so???

we are also know that there are many ways (even the shortcut way..that i've called it dead end) to be slim and beautiful..eat properly, exercise...don't eat junk foods..and so on...even i did not stated it..you already know 'the recipe to be slim'

just be grateful to Allah S.W.T gave to us..a healthy body..even though it did not match up to your standard...

im satisfied with my body and i eat what i want..:)

if you want to read about the girl in the picture and the reason why she wants to be damn skinny

click here

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2029965/Cheryl-Cole-obsession-Charlotte-ONeill-battles-eating-disorder-star.html

2011-09-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

back and forth

chilling

tired

books

food

stomach

2 hours sleep

end

raya weeks...part 1

2011-09-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

the first week of raya

eat alot

i mean ~~damn alot~~

wears baju kurung

balik kampung...!!!

kueh raye???addicted to it

duet raye..?????must have it

to be continued

berleter...selamat hari raya...!!!

2011-08-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

haaaaa...baru dapat duduk....huhuhuhu...lagi sehari da nk raye..that means ramadhan da nk abis..sedey...compem rse rindu nk bertarawih ngn berbuka lagi...insyallah kalau dipanjangkan umur..dpt berjmpe lagi dengan ramadhan...

actually bkn nk cerite sngt p0n kt cni..sbb da thp penat...(pg g pasar...da la x tdo mlm td...angkat bnde berat2..so quite shaking la tngn..iyela..kiri kanan pgang daging ngn ayam...+ bhn2 kering...) nmpk sngt energy mse bulan puase x sekuat mne....

blik..trus tdo..da x thn da...ingtkan tdo kjap trus kmas umah..wasalam...terlajak...chet..but my sis da wat half way..tq so much..!!so ape lagi yg tinggal????ader la a few keje nk wat...

ape lagi nk ckp..??owh..lupe2...nk ucapkan selamat hari raye...to ma family...friends..close friends...insyallah moge raya kali ini lebih bermakna dan dipenuhi dengan keberkatan..jgn maen mercun..bunge api suda...nk jge tngn semue....jgn bwk kete laju2...bia lmbt..tp jgn thp kure2...berpatutan ngn peraturan..ingt org yg tersayang...

hopefully raya kali ini berlainan...jadual semue p0n 4 raya kali ini sngt berlainan..mne x nye???kmas umah slalu mlm raye...@sehari sebelum raye..but now...da wat dlu...siapkan segala bhn my m0m 4 msak2...sjak die sakit2 nih..da x kasi angkat berat2...masak 2 p0n x tau cmne..kene skodeng2 slalu la..huhuhuhuhu...

insyallah after raye...msuk blik bljar...missed them so much...harap new sem will be more fun..adventure and prob mmg x dpt elak..but somehow ia membuatkan kite matang..ok..da x thn...nk bersin jer..chao...

selamat hari raya...maaf zahir batin....: )

menaip dengan tisu sumbat dlm hidung.....

achooo..!!

achoo..!!

penat da nk bersin..!!!!

songs=mood???

2011-08-26T12:13:00.000-07:00

pernah x rase macam ini???

mse 2 tgh jalan2 kt padang @ taman @ tmpt yg korg rse paling aman and korg leh relax...

and tetibe rse...it would be a complete picture with a song...that suits your mood...

ataupon...

tgk kt youtube...and tgh godek2 lagu yg best..sekali jmpe satu @ bunch of songs yg rse nk g taman skrg....

yg paling suke lagu nih

alex(clazziquai)-can't be crazy

actually mse dngr lagu nih..didn't expect lagu nih lagu sedey..

because suare alex really into soul...and damn..terpikat gile kt suare die..

bwk live pulak pergh..

2 thumbs up..!!!

kalo lak lalu highway terutama jln jauh2..nk je dngr lagu raye..terutama skali time2 cmnih..enjoy sket nk raye...kene bersemangat..: )

time mood jiwang lak...kua segala rock kapak...(bkn x nk post lagu rock2 kapak..kang pnjg list die kang..)hahahhahahha

when it comes to mood swing...better listen to english songs....hahhahaha

currently listen to

demi lovato-skyscraper

so...what are your songs???

brace yourself

2011-08-22T11:45:00.000-07:00

brace yourself

to face the world

it ain't easy honey

patch up your wound

gather your strength

fill your confidence...

and strive for your dreams

don't cry

there ain't a place in the world

doesn't need you

people can be vicious

yes..can be cruel

stand straight

look up

eye for an eye

go for it

God only knows

how you suffer

crying is not a solution..

defenceless?

we have GOD

brace yourself

brace yourself..

soon you will get your answer...

2011-08-22T02:56:00.001-07:00

just put a smile on your face when you having a hard time....: )

ROCK..!!!

2011-08-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

mlm nih ROCK...!!!!!!!!!

rock la sngt...

ok..let's hear it..

lagi satu..nih vid die a bit 18sx sket..

so sorry...huhuhuhu

kalo rse nk comment ker..nk tau lagu nih ker..feel free to comment..: )

ramadhan schedule

2011-08-18T11:27:00.000-07:00

it feels like only yesterday ramadhan come...and soon syawal lak menjelma...pejam celik...pejam celik....nk msuk blik uitm....and open another chapter....

but rite now it's about ramadhan...and too many things happen....terawih...iftar with family...and FRIENDS....

cume yg regret x dpt berbuka ngn classmate and housemate...malangnyer semue jauh2...susah nk kmpl...but last year ramadhan..dpt gak berbuka ngn korg..duduk di segamat...teringat kt uma...and now...duduk di kl..teringat di segamat...so cmne 2???

the first iftar with my friends..are with my aniya and mikoshiba...actually the plan kinda messed up..since not everyone available that time..so..we make a new plan...iftar at pizza hut and the next day at sushi king...it feels funny bcuz the gap of more than 1 year seems does not happen...i'm in segamat..they're in shah alam...so tis is the only time we can gather and gossiiippp.....

aniya...

food..!!!food...!!!

nih sket je mknan..ader lagi.....tp x dpt nk capture the whole food.....

ngap2....

our drinks...for free..!!!

mikoshiba+aniya.....

the second iftar....with my close friends..since high school...bnyk gelak..and yg kelakar..elok2 plannye only 4 people..jd 7...meja x ckp..mknan penuh ats meja...and..kenyang gile....mkn pizza gak....but really have fun...

: )..iyela..ngn org laen..suasane die laen lak kan????hehehhehe..walaup0n lme x jmpe..mmg janggal sket..but somehow i've really enjoyed it...iye la y not make a new chapter..since semue da beso and matang..(ak sorg je pelik cmnih..sbb x biase ngn semue org..ok..ak ade mslh tang nih...huhuhu..spe yg x phm..wat2 phm je la...hahhaha)

the third iftar...with my friend also...tp pegi tmpt yg dekat shj...actually yesterdayla...since da lme x jmpe..time kt sgmt lagila x dpt nk jmpe lgsg...but bile ader mse dptla berjmpe...alhamdulillah bile dpt berjumpe..bkn time tgh kopak..:P..have a girl talk...since only the two of us..kebetulan lak..kdai 2 x der org..hahhahhahaha..so melantakla...bebeza btol keadaan kami skrg..ak still belajar..die tgh bekerja...jealous gak...sbb dpt pegang duet sndr kan...???tp skrg tgh waktu best...time nihla nk joli ngn kawan2..blik mlm..hahahhaha(bkn sosial ek)...insyallah dpt jmpe lagi...cpat2 la ko ~~kawen~~....hahahhah..bkn ak dlu...(ak tau ko mesti bce bnde nih)

lpas nih x tau la iftar ngn spe...sbb da pnat..tp mmg terkilan la x dpt iftar ngn mmbr segamat ngn housemates...guys...really missed you all.....dok library...nk lepak mcd smpai 2-3 pg..wat assignment..after that lpak mamak...karok lagi..bukak p0sa sme2...g bazar sme2...hahahhhha..mee bandung x leh lupe....bnyk bnde korg ajar ak..ye la..sbb dlu kayu..now...i'm happy.... : )

x bnyk pic amik...sbb ye la keje ~~sakan je mkn~~....but somehow..you guys punyer pic dlm ati...(leh x ckp..ewww...??since when ak ckp bnde cheesy weezy nih????)hahahah...sngt sedey ramadhan da nk tinggalkan kite..really..x excited p0n nk raye....mybe bcuz kalo merasai nikmat ramadhan....rse syg giler...time nihla wat semue bnde..x nk missed p0n...hehehheeh

that's all...

quotes for today

2011-08-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

"Say what is true, although it may be bitter and displeasing to people." (Baihaqi)

copy from h~~ttp://www.islamfortoday.com/athar16.htm~~

THE LONELY

2011-08-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

The Lonely lyrics

2am, where do I begin

Crying off my face again

The silent sound of loneliness

Wants to follow me to bed

I'm the ghost of a girl

That I want to be most

I'm the shell of a girl

That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again

Too afraid, to go inside

For the pain of one more loveless night

For the loneliness will stay with me

And hold me till I fall asleep

I'm the ghost of a girl

That I want to be most

I'm the shell of a girl

That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again

Broken pieces of

A barely breathing story

Where there once was love

Now there's only me

And the lonely...

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again...

there is no reason why i want to post this song..maybe bcuz the lonely crawling into me..and her voice makes me realizes that i'm empty inside. just wanna share with all..if you think this song way too mellow...sorry...this is me..the part of mellow me..only for tonight..when the loneliness surrounding me..

random

2011-08-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

(aniya+mikoshiba+okada) x zookeeper = blast

pizzahut + hang out = ~~gosippzzzz~~

4 years / (ipb + uitm) = closeness

blast x gosippzzz x closeness = never stop smiling

hopefully we can do this again in the future..eventhough our road may be different...

nagging time..:P

2011-08-13T10:10:00.000-07:00

just bear with me for a moment..or you can ignore this post...it is the time when i really hate to compromise or angry or...anything....or called it EMO...

1. I HATE LONG HAIR...unfortunately...NOW I have a LOONNNGGGG HAIR..because i dun have money rite now 2 cut my hair..so kene bertahan menunggu pelaburku memasukkan wang...~~

2. I HATE people yg ckp A..tetibe jd B...bnde nih leh wat darah naek and it's easy to forgive..but hard to forget...contohnyer...mmbr anda kte..'ok..ak jd g es0k...'...bile da smpai time 'weh..ak x jd g..sowi'.. only with valid and reasonable excuses...which only can be accepted...

3. when I want to buy something...the fact that I've DON'T HAVE THE MONEY..really makes me want to smash something...please give me money...!!!!!$$$$$$$~~~~~!!!!

4.when your sisters are having a fight??what would you do???dun want to interfere....I DON'T GIVE A DAMN...really tired from watching their fight...

5.i really don't have a skill 2 cook....so dun expect me to cook like chef...huhuhuhuh

6.if i have a smomach that can fill less amount of food....but Thank God even i eat too much...but i'm still slim..gyahahahhaha..angkat bakul tol..!!!!

8.if i know what are they thinking rite now..so i can say the rite things...without hurting them...

9.I'M SHORT...or u want to called it rendang....-_______-

10.i'm not a good friend..so don't expect me to buzz you every weekend...and stay on your side 24 hours...i really not into that kind of friendship..i friends with everyone...it is easy like that....avoid any misunderstandings, fight over best friends, jealousy and so on...

2011-08-12T05:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY : )

kuehtiau kungfu dengan telekung..???

2011-08-10T09:34:00.000-07:00

ape kaitan kuehtiau kungfu dengan telekung...??

meh..org nk cite...heheheh

last night..actually br a few hours ago la...

selepasnyer besembahyang terawih di masjid berdekatan...

my sister la punyer psl...die nak SNGT KUEHTIAU KUNGFU DIE...

slalu pesan kuehtiau ladna...

ok..masalahnyer....i'm wearing telekung!!!!!!!

haram kejadah nk kua g kedai beli mkanan die..!!!!

but pikirkan blik....

'ak pkai telekung bknnyer pkai seksi bebnor p0n..org yg x ckp kain p0n relaks je lepak kt kedai..yg ko just nk bungkus je..'

dengan rela terpakse..selamat dlm kdai 2 x ramai org...mesti diaorg pelik..

hantu mne lak pkai telekung g kdai nih????

hahahhaha..but it's fun actually..hahahahahah..wat keje gile...

and after that beli sundae cone kt mcd...still with telekung gak..tp selamat drive thru je...thanx 2 my sis da due hari blnje ice-cream..gyahahahahahahahha

and to my beloved sis...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....

walaup0n x der duet nk bg pape..just doa leh sampaikan..lagi makbul..hahahhahahahaha

and here is a song for you....hope u like it.....please change the word 'friend' to 'sister'... : )

jodoh??? marriage???

2011-08-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum...

i'm asking my mother about jodoh...rse seperti sngt jahil menanyekan bab2 seperti ni...cume persoalan ini sudah lama bersarang di hati.

kalo tgk zaman sekarang nih...terutama bab2 kahwin...and bile diinterview...

"DIALAH JODOH SAYA..."

how do you know that he @ she is the right person???jahil btol diriku nih..heh...

from what i've seen and been through it...org kawen and then separate just like nothing happen..pas2 kawen blik...so dimana terletaknye jodoh 2 sebenarnye..???adakah zaman sekarang org just stated...

'i love him@ her...'

let's get married...

is it the right decison???

Allah swt befirman : "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. " (Al-Baqarah : 216)

when i asked about jodoh 2 my m0m...and because of what happen in my family....also my surroundings...so..i almost lost faith in finding the right pers0n..or you want to call it'phobia'...yes..the exact word..phobia...i can't trust men and HOW THEY WANT TO LEAD WOMEN IN MARRIAGE LIFE???

and my m0m answered...jodoh dkat tgn ALLAH SWT...da tertulis kt ats...3 perkara yg x akan ubah...rezeki..mati dan jodoh..terima shj jodoh yg ALLAH SWT beri...

and the stupid me ask again..jodoh 2 kekal ke mama???

ek.....

hahahahha..since my m0m and dad separates...so..rse ragu2 di situ...

dengan relaxnye mama berkata...e2 semue kerja ALLAH SWT...sudah ditetapkan begitu...kekal atau tidak..wallahualam....

and then i feel relieved..mybe it's not the best answered that i've got...but somehow...mybe akan melalui perkara2 begini.. so lebih baek menimba ilmu dahulu ...

kerana memulakan sebuah perkahwinan adalah berat..(in my opinion..)it's just not about love...it's about compromise...the bond between 2 families...try to complete each other..and have faith in ALLAH SWT that he will leads me ke jalan ALLAH SWT...

thanx to http://ustaz.blogspot.com kerana memperjelaskan dan mempertingkatkan kefahaman saya mengenai soal jodoh...

Daripada Ibnu Umar r.a., katanya, saya mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: "Setiap orang daripada kamu adalah pemimpin dan setiap seorang dari kamu akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Pemimpin adalah yang bertanggungjawab memimpin dan akan ditanya perihal yang dipimpin olehnya. Seorang lelaki adalah pemimpin dalam keluarganya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Seorang wanita adalah pemimpin dalam rumah suaminya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Buruh adalah pemimpin dalam harta majikannya dan akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. Jadi setiap seorang dari engkau semua itu adalah pemimpin dan tentu akan ditanya perihal kepimpinannya. "(Hadis sahih Muttafaq 'alaih)

sowi kalo ade tersalah ke hape...4 betulkan kesalahan saya or any opinion..plese comment...tq....

my fav...:)

2011-08-06T11:36:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum..and hello...

welc0me 2 my blog..(sgtla lame...)

ok straight forward...heheheh...today i want to talk about favourites....x semestinye on which shop do you like to visit or other stuff...huhuhuhu...

on my free time...what would be my FAV THINGS to do????

reading books...

it may sounds corny but i'm actually addicted to books...books...OKLA...MANGA... x leh nk kelentong...but i read books too..it's quite WEIRD if i'm not read 1 manga...walaup0n only 1 chapter on the internet..(selaen bukak fb)..:P

Q:what kind of types of manga @ books do you like??

hmm..tough question...i'm kinda like manga that not really cheeky or kinda-manja-stuff...i'm into more kinda serius manga..for example..naruto,bleach,skip beat, dengeki daisy,red river...walaup0n naruto semue 2 nmpk mcm cikai..(my be org ingt..ala...kartun budak2..da beso gedabak p0n nk bce lagi...EXCUSE ME...IT'S BETTER THIS KINDA MANGA BECAUSE IT HAVE MORE MORALS THAN OTHER CARTOONS...)kalo nk cerite mmg smpai bes0k pagi x abih..kalo nk kecik kan scope manga or types of manga..hmm...action..romance..shoujo..adult..fantasy..drama...slice of life...hahhahah..imagine how many manga i've read???huhuhuhuhu.....

Q:how about books..??

ok..psl buku..i'm into romance books..HAHAHHAHAH..pelik kan???english romance if u wanna call it...it started from my m0m...sbb bosan sngt..so bcela.. even though ader....hmmmm..x yah ckp..hahahhaha...semue da beso...but i really like the way the story goes..call me cheesy..cOrny or whatsoever...hahahhah...im totally into it......i really like judith mcnaught..almost all her books i have..:)..christine feehan...my m0m x suke nih sbb the author into paranormal romance..vampire..leopards..action..7 sisters...hahhahah...none of my sisters like her books...so...im the only one conquer..:)...kalo malay books...same gak...novel melayu...ckp jer...ahadiat akasyah..aisya sofea...norhayati berahim..syud..rnysa..naz...and also HLOVATE...spe yg penah bce...leh bgtau ape yg korg rse about hlovate's books...totally awesome...spe x penah..please buy 5 tahun 5 bulan dahulu...kepada yg x suke corny sngt...leh la bce buku nih....huhuhuhuhuhu....

meredah KLCC...

y KLCC???sbb paling dkat ngn umah and senang nk g...makanan die p0n best...kalo ade mse lapang DAN DUET MENCUKUPI..i tell my sister...

"adik nk g klcc.."

"wat pe?"

"sorg2..bosan kt umah...nk beli novel..."

"ok..pape call...blim cpat.."

heheheheh..dengan keizinan-Nya...semue berjalan dngn smooth...slalu kalo cmnih..i grab christine feehan latest book(yg pling cheap ar....)and mkn kt Sushi king...suke mkn tempura udon..im not into mee exactly..but x taula npe udon leh suke lak...hahahah..mybe sbb die tebal and mengenyangkan...perut naga tol..:P...kalo malas nk makan..grab mocha Auntie Anne's and FAmous Amos chips...and go to taman..:)..cr port baek..and read the book...without any disturbance..kalo ujan..dok kt signatures la..tmpt laen or cafe..x mampu..huhuhu..kalo ternmpk ader p0mpuan tgh bce buku kt foodcourt 2 ngn air..that's me..XD...

windu giler nk wat cmnih lagi...bila la agaknye..-___-

watching anime..

anime..:)..hehehhehe...ckp psl anime bertahun2 p0n x bosan..i really like anime yg dulu2 punyer..bkn zaman skrg nih x best..cume x der mse nk follow....sepanjang cuti nih...sbb x dpt keje..and my m0m said..dok umah..kmas umah..k fine....i'm digging back my fav-old-time anime...x tercakap...bnyk sngt..but tp i'm starting with dragon ball....it's kinda cool watching goku from small until he marries chi chi and got son gohan adn son goten....tgk bpe lme punyer cite x abih2....dragonball seperates into 3 series...yg nih originated from japan..not american punyer version ek..spe yg tgk american punyer version die rugi..:)...ok..mari kite bljr psl dragonball..!!!!

the first series is

dragon ball

yg nih time goku kecik lagi...lawan ngn red ribbon army x clap...nih time die ngn bulma..kuririn...yamucha...chaozu..master roshi...really brings back memories..spe mse kecik2 dlu tgk kt tv 2..weekend kul 9.30??angkat tngn..!!!! me..!!!!!!

the second series..dragonball z

time nih goku dpt gohan...so started of all complex plots...vegeta...segala bnde...dragonball z la pling best..:)..x nk comment bnyk2..nnt x suprise...:)

last series...dragon ball gt..

this time goku jd kecik and pegi mengembara seluruh semesta..hahhaha..ngn trunks ngn pan..cucu die..tp yg sedihnyer..tis is the end of the journey..huhuhu..!!!leh nangis kowt..!!!goku bnyk kali mati..and da smpi ke cucu cicit..!!!

in version american..episod die lari sket..and die quite kedepan a few episodes...and another thing is ade satu lagi dragon ball gt yg diaorg remake...

lastly..sleep...!!

kalo da tension sngt segala bnde..yg plaing best ialah TIDO...x der nk bazir duet...bazir tenaga..dpt recharge aderla...hahahah...just need a bantal..selimut..and port yg sedap seperti katil dan kipas...pe lagi?????ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..:)

PELUANG UNTUK BERHIBERNASI...tiada siapa akan mengacau anda...

ini sahaja la yg sy suke wat...for the time being..hahahha...so...sorry for being bored...im just a simple girl...have my own minds and my own way to show to other people...mybe you have more ideas how to spend your days...but i like spend time with what i like to do..:)..just be yourself...:)

2011-08-05T09:13:00.001-07:00

tired of you

y0u

2011-08-02T09:30:00.000-07:00

you heard me

talking to myself..

you friend with me

to making fool of myself

you pity me

when rain fallin' to me

you playin' me

a little bit concern on me, huh??

now

you lost me

as you come back to me

you lost me

when you never looked back and left me alone

you lost me

you cross me and never glance at me

you beggin' me

to put me back into the first place in your life

sad huh??

tragic life..

how we're gonna get over it??

surely..better leave me as we are now

never known each other

get back to the other world..

your own world..and

my own world..

p/s:it's been so long x tulis pape..so welc0me Ramadhan..!!!!!!!!

RIP

2011-07-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

rest in peace..

AMY WINEHOUSE

i'm not a huge fan of her but since my sis like her because of her songs...

so..hopefully she can find peace in hereafter...

it's all about FOOD...XD

2011-07-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum....

food

FOOD

FOOD..!!!!

kinda annoying isn't it??

generally when we're talking about food...it is to fulfill our needs...and the most important thing is the taste of the food make us totally craving it..

again..and again...

eat..eat..and eat..

alhamdulillah im not really choosy about food..(ye ker?)asalkan nmpk SEDAP, MURAH DAN KENYANG...

im not into kinda food that TOTALLY EXPENSIVE,AND CIPUT JE MAKANAN DIE...

because???

i have a LARGE APPETITE..

excuse me??

i mean...

large...

LARGE...

DAMN LARGE..

even my house mates totally tired of me because of the way i keep talking about food...or hungry and bugging them to eat with me..

for example:

1.bukan ko da makan ke td?(tis is the common question yg akan ditnyer...x kire pagi petang siang mlm..)

2.cukup ke ko makan nih??kang lapar lagi..(selalunyer sy amik mkanan yg mengenyangkan dalam tempoh 4-6 jam..but kalo x cukup..have to makan lagi...

3.ko nk makan malam?bkn petang tadi da makan??(i cannot skip my lunch and dinner..if not..i'll be crazy..)

i'm n0t the only person yg mempunyai selera beso thp gaban..my sister also like me..heheheh..so ader geng bile tgh2 mlm nk mkn...slalu lpas dinner mesti tnyer.."lapar lagi x??McD??ke nk kunyah2?"..nih mesti ayat wajib...badan x naek2..tp selera..masyallah..people always misunderstood about our family...slalu saudara mara ckp..."Ya Allah, korg nih x mkn ker????"gaye ckp mcm my mum x bagi mkn jer..pdhal..hahahahhah....

when i start live with my housemate,slalu bnyk masalah la tang makanan nih.. especially diaorg semue bkn jenis mkn mlm...kalo mkn p0n setakat mkn bnde yg simple2...totally disaster situation for me...hahahahha..but somehow i've overcome it...but bile blik umah..mmg melantak habisan...

sometimes when i come back home..i've gotta list(food list actually) for myself...so my sis already know and prepare for themselves..."mlm nih nk mkn pe???nasi kukus ayam dara 2??laksa??spagetti??kuehtiau???sushi??udon???etc...."hahhahahhahaha...totally heaven...selamat my sis ikutkan ajer...sbb kt segamat x bnyk choices of food that i want...mmg perut naga...kt sne..slalu je mkn mcd(thank you mcd..!!!!)..sbb complete package and mengenyangkan..my mom slalu marah..tp balas blik..da harge mknan kt cni nk dkat sme ngn mcd...baek beli mcd jer...lagi kenyang...my mom trus diam..hahahhaha....

kebanyakan i've spent my money on food...thanx to my friends yg sanggup tman mkan mlm..walaup0n da kenyang..i salute u babe..!!so..full your stomach with food...!!!

peace y'all..

assalamualaikum...

current mood:STILL HUNGRY...AFTER EATING LUNCH...SIGH.......~~

today's story

2011-07-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

wake up early in the morning...

i mean

about

4.30 AM????

it's been like tis since my sleep timing completely hectic...

kejap tdo..kjap x..

so..bangun pagi..gosok bju my mom...

goreng nugget for my sister...kmas umah...

..............tetibe rajin kan???

after that...tergerakla hati nk cari resipi for sotong...

FYI...i really don't know how 2 cook....(setakat yg biase2 2 leh la..asalkan perut kenyang sndr...)

sejak dok umah nih.kene masak 4 family...

so..bagai nk rak cari resipi..pick the one yg simple,jimat mase but the tasthe..fulamak..!!!hahahhahaha..

hopefully my mom will give me an A tis time....

da bosan cari resipi...lepak jap...tgk dragon ball....hehehheh..(x abih2 tgk bnde nih...suke suki....)

around 10 o clock..bersiap g maxis centre..hopefully dpt duet blik..hampeh..!!!!!!!!

die bg cheque...!!!maxis..please bg cash.. nk berronggeng p0n x dpt...

so..cr initiative sndr...

da gian sngt on MOCHA AUNTIE ANNE'S

(the best mocha i've ever taste..so starbucks and coffee beans...bkn korg x sdap..but i'd prefer on auntie anne's punyer..:) )

jejak je kt sne...MOCHA X DER..!!!!!!OMG..!!SO FRUST MAN..!!!!!!

serius.....thp gaban..it's been 3 month's maybe??kempunan mocha die..pretzel die x p0n..just mocha die jer..

even my close friends p0n suke mocha kt c2..sedey sngt...

so nk lpaskan gian sngt..g secret recipe..even x sme..but lagi mahal...BUT WORTH IT LA...

please la ade....

sedey nih..!!!

spe snggup blnjer?????

addicted...

2011-07-08T09:48:00.000-07:00

rite now im addict to a new song...sbnrnyer bnyk je lagu yg thp gaban tiap2 hari dngr..but tis one i'm highly prefer to all...

that is

HEO YOUNG SAENG..~~

LET IT GO

maybe because of of the beat and the lyrics..and he seems mature than the last time i saw him in SS501..

tp asal semue lagu sedih ak post??

...

i don't know..mybe these songs are one of the things that closest to my heart..

enjoy..

random

2011-07-06T14:13:00.000-07:00

.......................................................................................................

i once dreamed on happy ending

being in love and be loved

in every step that i take

i know that it is hard to grab happiness

thinking back that i was so naive and selfish

made mistakes, learn to be strong back

in love?maybe i don't have a luck

it's easy to find the man that you like

does he loves you back?

the question keeps me wake up from a long dream

i love you

but do you love me?

i wish i can said that

...........................................................................................

sick..!!!!!

2011-07-04T11:38:00.000-07:00

4 these past few days...bala telah menimpa...what is it???demam+sakit tekak+MAJOR BALA...SELESEMA..agak menyampah bila 3 fav 'signs' coming at you...the first thing yang diri sndr x leh wat ialah

1. minum ais...
i REALLY LIKE ice...so..it's kind of sacrifice 4 tekak la...x dpt drink ice 4 a 1 week? @a few days..so minumla ayer masak bebnyk...

2.no more MCD...

i LOOVVEEE...MCD....y???bcuz mengenyangkan...+ air coke and fries...ahhh..heaven....bile tekak da meragam cmnih..so Mcd..??have 2 puasela....cheh....

3.makan ape p0n x rse paper..

that's true...even tekak tgh perit thp gaban or demam yg kjap seram sejuk pnas rse nk bukak baju...still hidang makanan thp hotel punyer p0n rse mcm mkn nestum budak2...lgla kalo minum air...no wonderla my sis nk air berperissa mse die kene demam dlu..~~

4.x leh kua jln2..
hhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuu..time nihla nangis bagai nk rak...bile da demam cmnih...mood nk kua..ROSAK...bdn rse melayang jer...and then mesti x have fun..dngn nk sumbat je idung ngn tisu 24/7...nak baring..and many more...running nose totally bugged you until you feel like to smash something..hahahahaah...

SO UNTUK MEMPERCEPATAN PEMULIHAN ANDA DALAM DEMAM+SAKIT TEKAK+SELESEMA.....

1.makan ubat...

take your pills girl..!!!!kalo nk cpat sihat take pills and mesti amik ikot dose yg telah ditetapkan..and remember..please mkn ikut time(that's for me..XD)hahahah..i know..not many people like pills...but they rather like the liquid one...but remember..yg paling better ialah pills sbb die larut dngn cpat dlm badan....

2.minum air masak bnyk2...

sbnrnyer my mum suruh kumur air garam..but nah...x nak..better air masak...yg suam..NOT THE COLD ONES..huhuhuhuhu...minum air masak bnyk2..and the temperature soon will be decrease..k???

3.rehatkan diri...

this is important...take a rest and please..stop depress yourself..rehatkan badan dan tidur secukupnya*my fav things to do..hehehhehe

so inilah yg sy wat when im getting fever, sore throat and running nose..it's uncomfortable but blame yourself..spe suruh minum ais bagai nak rak..???ahhahahahhahahahah..dush..dush..dush...

song for today...

2011-07-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

tis is christina perri..one of my favorite singer

i really like her songs..
if u remember..jar of hearts, arms, tragedy..
so tis is the perfect song for you..who r really in love..(i'm not in love..hahah..but in love wit her songs and lyrics..)
better hear it live(performance on youtube)heheheheheheh

enjoy..:)

that woman...

2011-06-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.
Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.
That woman now is very careful
Therefore, to learning a method of smile
Even can not talk with best friend … too much
So the woman’s heart is always crying
So that woman…is loving you…
Such a fool. Because it is such a fool
can you hug me?
I also want to be loved, my dear
Day by day in my heart, only in my heart…
just like this calling you
That woman, is still in your side
That woman… is me, do you know ?
Or You know it but still act this ?
You really do not know,because you´re a big fool …
Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.

touchee..

email!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-06-30T10:09:00.000-07:00

tang nihla rse nk sumpah seranah...

hahahahahah..!!!

bile bengang jer..mulela..bukak blog..br nk jenguk...

kesian blog..hahahahhaha..sowi mowi bloggy...

hehehehehe...ok..psl email....

i'm totally pissed off wit my another email...

bcuz??

the password can't be used??

bcuz???how the hell i know????

da lme x bukak..and then suddenly...

"you id @password..bla.bla..bla..."sakit jantung..!!!"

alhamdulillah da leh bukak...

and then leh merungut..

hahahahahhahahahahah

so baby blog...come to mama....

hehehehhehehehehehe

hidupkan..

2010-11-01T11:59:00.000-07:00

salam...
it's been a long time x post kt cni..
cm idup x idup je page kt cni...
hahahahahah but i will try...
ok..
skrg nih....

1.berada di segamat....sambung degree in islamic banking..(ISB)
2.starting a new life there...

sngt penat mse mule2 smpi cni sbb x rmai student from IPB dpt segamat..dlm class only me and another 1 dpt segamat.but laen2 course...2 p0n another story...new housemates,new classmates...(thank God dpt class yg ciput and leh talk 2 guys..pity me cuz last time mse dip...never get to talk 2 guys...mcm wak2 sek dlu...)..
pe lg???
hahahahah..sbb da lme x update...
leh blur..
tp bnyk sngt nk tell inside here...
from personal , anime, kpop, new place and many more..
soon..
peace... :)

t.e.n.s.i.o.n

2009-08-04T01:52:00.001-07:00

really tired today...bengang gak ari nih sbb bel wat ntah paper...mie p0n x phm...ader la sowg nih x commited wat keje....really frustrated....penat...dala posa...wat f0rum...wat assignment...
esok quiz law..x bukak paper p0n..!!!really sugei..!!!pandai..kemungkinan besar failed..!!!hahahah..da dpt agak..law kali nih berbeza gle ngan yg lpas...sakit jiwe bce...
tension..
tensi0n..
tensi0n..
i really need my 'ubat' rite n0w..
BIG BANG ..
please perform rite n0w...
animes....please sh0w urself...
onegai...

there's nothing i can do...

2009-06-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

too bored 2day...
asyik tdo jer..
mlm td x leh tdo..
smpi ke subuh...
so terus subuh je la..
nih p0n br bangun....rse mcm bengong jer nih..
nk tgk anime p0n dvd player mengong....
nk tgk youtube,speaker lg bengong....
somehow semuer bnde x jd..
so jd bdak yg dok diam kt umah..
dan membesarkan perut...
2morrow can't wait....
hahahah
g holiday...
my m0m mule2 pesan mcm2..
lastly x der duet..so beli bnde yg penting jer..(kalo smpt beli..hahahaha)
just keep quiet 4 2day..
quiet..
quiet..
quiet...

2009-06-09T12:09:00.000-07:00

gagagaga...
thats the first word in my mind 2 write in here..
eventhough i'm active (x jugak...)writing blog in myspace..
but 1 day i said "y not ader blog sndr kt cni..???"
heheheh
why gagagaga..????
pelik..
da la x phm p0n..
mcm lady gaga p0n ader gak..
sbenarnyer ader gak kaitan..
thanx 2 mie..and yan..
start calling me "gaga"
alright
gtg..
peace...

JUST GAGAGAGA

yet

happy birthday to 'you'

a nice day

fool

overdose thinking

paradise

worrying over something

warts

exxammmsss...!!!!

SONATA No. 5 in C major

the end

time merapu

H.A.T.E

happy birthday...

being bastard

none

song..

formspring.me

formspring.me

nice one

goodbye

happy

mumbling alone

bear with it

counting days

to stranger...

raya weeks..part 2

please don't..!!!i'm begging you..!!!

raya weeks...part 1

berleter...selamat hari raya...!!!

songs=mood???

brace yourself

ROCK..!!!

ramadhan schedule

quotes for today

THE LONELY

random

nagging time..:P

kuehtiau kungfu dengan telekung..???

jodoh??? marriage???

my fav...:)

y0u

RIP

it's all about FOOD...XD

today's story

addicted...

random

sick..!!!!!

song for today...

that woman...

One woman loves you. That woman loves you wholeheartedly.She follows you around like a shadow everyday,That woman is laughing and crying.

email!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~hidupkan..~~

t.e.n.s.i.o.n

there's nothing i can do...

One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.

hidupkan..